Recursive dreams

This sounds silly, but a young love it's just that. End of highschool seems like yesterday, the day I frozen my feelings, the day she meant everything, the day the beginning of nothing was just there, the day the journey to unreachable ended suddenly without mercy... This life sucks, and all I want is that she is happy, is that my idea of her is not a mistake, it's not poetry... Life, death, the meaning of things, surreal technology, suicide, boredom, money, a sick score, lost at the border of my sorrow, at the border of insanity... This song brings everything back to the point of denial...